200611

    那天我做了个梦

    梦里的我有点失控

    一直在朋友眼里只会笑的我
    坐在路旁
    哭的稀里哗啦
    一边哭泣一边嚷嚷着过去

    第一次见面的你就站在我的前面
    对我说
    “你再继续哭的话, 我就会被警察抓了啦!”

    哭着的我顿时大笑了起来
    我说,
    “哪里会啦,警察不会抓你啦”

    接着,你说
    “如果我被警察抓的话,你一定要帮我”

    “嗯”
    回答了一声嗯的我继续哭

    而你却伸手把我的眼泪擦掉

    在那一霎那
    我好想念那一双手
    一双为我擦眼泪的手
    一双握着我的手的手

    结果我哭的更激动了

    拿我没办法的你
    只好坐在我的旁边陪着我
    对我说不要再哭了

    吃了豹子胆的我没理会你却问说
    “可以借你的肩膀靠一靠吗?”

    没等你的同意
    我就把我的头靠在你的肩膀

    好久了
    真的好久了
    都没有一个肩膀可以让我靠

    我好累好累

    想着想着
    时间开始倒流
    回到了过去

    我好不服气
    我有好多的问号

    最后我忍不住问你说
    为什么我遇不到一个肯牵着我的手的人

    当我说完我的句子时
    你随手就牵起我的手
    对我说
    “我现在就牵着你的手”

    满脸泪水的我被你逗的哭笑的不得

    这感觉真的好幸福

    我好希望可以一直靠着你的肩膀
    而你一直握着我的手

    正当我闭了眼睛再张开的时候
    我的身边,是空溜溜的
    我还是一个人

    如果可以的话
    我真的好想一睡不起
    起码在梦里
    我有你的陪伴

    Port Dickson

    here we go, Port Dickson on 110611
















    070611

    Today is WTF day because:

    1.I was stuck in the jam in the morning when I am on the way to work <- ok this is normal, I seriously COOL with it BUT I am TOTALLY NOT COOL when a freaking motorcyclist bang my car. I still can remember vividly, the motorcycle hit my car, and flip over right in front of me and the motorcyclist fly off from his motorcycle and it hits another two cars. WTF IS THIS? There’s only 3 letters in my mind which is W-T-F!

    2.And so, after the stupid motorcyclist bangs my car, I reached office. Opened up outlook. R&D was questioning whyth I test a patch that is not released. Thanks to my brilliant senior, she told me that I should test it and I managed to get the package from where the R&D told me. Now I get myself into trouble, R&D wasn’t happy with my test.

    3.Called up few of friends asked for advice on whether i should lodge police report? Some said should lodge a report some said something insulting like what is so big deal? It’s just a small accident. Some even told me that if I lodge police report, I need to pay the saman as well. Everyone says different thing. I was like wtf.

    4.After kena bom here n there by friend. I decided to lodge a police report after work. The moment I reach police station, my colleagues asked if I really want to lodge police report, and started to say you will get saman this and that. So we checked with the police if the motor lodge a police report or not. Surprisingly he didn’t. So I called one of the car owners which his car was badly scratched by the motorcyclist. He said that the motorcyclist is not a local and he seems to be scared to go police station and so on. At one hand, I am actually pissed off that my car just let people bang like this but at another hand; the motorcyclist is kinda pity as well. So, so I didn’t lodge a police report. Argh, I don’t want to be a bad person.

    5.Later after dinner, I met up one of my friend for yum cha. The purpose of he called me out is because he want to see how is the car and how things going on. Hence I showed him the dent and also the broke tyre’s cap. He look at it and he said, its very cheap to repair this and that. Ok BLA! It’s my freaking own car ok? I do love my car ok? I know it’s cheap to repair but do u freaking know that I am freaking heartache with I see the dent and the tyre without a cap? Now the main point is that, whytf u step on and presses hard on the freaking dent with your fuking leg??????????? WTF!

    6.Wtf stories continue when I reach home, someone locked the freaking home again! Whytf they have to lock the freaking door???

    WTF?

    Taman Tasik Titiwangsa

    Heh, just yesterday I went Taman Tasik Titiwangsa with my friends. Have a few shots with my gf2 :P