我的部落格又被我遗弃了。。。
真可怜。。。好久都没有update了
上星期搭了飞机
回了家乡
回到家的第一天
心里就已经打算几时搬回去
算了一下
六月尾应该要给辞职信
六个月的notice
一月回家就不用再回去kl了
觉得自己这样就应该能摆脱苦海
难听的说
只是想逃避一切在西马发生的一切一切
朋友说酱做值得吗？
事业就不重要？
说实在的
我给自己找了好多理由
好让这些理由说服自己
离开这里一切就会很好
现在的我坐在starbucks
而他就坐在我的对面罢了
看着他读着书
丝毫没有疑问得在想说我在做什么
是他对我的不在乎
还是
他觉得其实我做什么都没关系
只要
4年的感情可以一直保持着就可以了
前天对他说了我打算回去家乡
昨天我很想把自己灌醉
不想很清醒
因为清醒就会像现在
脑袋在想着很多很多关于我和他的事情
想着很多很多家人的事情
想着很多很多工作的事情
最近发现我有些小毛病
在厕所的时候，好像听到电话响
去查看的时候，根本就没有人打给我
发生的次数，越来越多
开始怀疑 自己是不是患了幻想症
7 comments:
wat r u doin? haih..dun think so much.. u really willing to let go everything and come back Miri? Do u think this way will make u happier? have u ever think of living in a life without him? Him who u used to get along almost everyday?? Him u used to be so closed for 4 yrs? are u willing and won't regret? Do u think it's worth it? I dunno but what ever ur decision is..ill always support u..muacks!! but dun come back because u wanna leave him..come back bcos of u wan to.. i dun wan u to regret with things. just like me..other ppl owes tell me dun go over KL because of him...i am not but i cant denied it's part of the reason..but i knw wat am doing..so..ehhe dunno la..muacks..take k n dun think so much darling k/
haha... can feel tat you r bored... tats y drop a comment here... hehe... blek
u better answer my questions..heheh
wa... u got so many questions... u want me answer which one first o?
u oredi say i got so many questions..then u answer all la..noob=p
ok... let me answer u one by one. EEhhhmmmm........
Q:wat r u doin?
A:now in de office, checking my mail.
Q:u really willing to let go everything and come back Miri?
A:ehm...seriously, i dont like the life here... when i go bk to miri then u know de answer already lo!
Q:Do u think this way will make u happier?
A:maybe yes, maybe no. no one can predict.
Q:have u ever think of living in a life without him?
A:yeah, even i am here, he got his own world also what.
Q:Him who u used to get along almost everyday??
A:not everyday la... last time is everyday. now not longer lo~
Q:Him u used to be so closed for 4 yrs?
A:gf and bf of coz need to be close what... but even i am not used to it. time will pass and things will change.
Q:are u willing and won't regret?
A:bcoz of i scare regret, that's y until now i still hold his hand so tight man!
ehhmm... i think i answered all of ur question. haha
good answers!! maucks!! anyway..jes let it flow..i belief someone better is owes out there waiting for us.. hope and pray for the best...
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