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    Was talking with my friend de other day and noticed that ...

    My friend is totally disagreeing with the way i express my feeling in tweeter and blog. I was kinda surprised. What’s wrong with tweeting and blogging about my feeling? Did i hurt anyone when i tweet or blog? I have totally no idea.

    According to my friend, he said that there’s no need to tell everyone around the world about your feeling and situation because everyone have their own privacy. When i tweet or blog, everyone will about my privacy.

    When he said so, i stunned. As if everyone care or gossip about what i meet and feel. Even so, it is the choice of that person. If he or she is hyperactive to gossip and talk about other people’s stuff, there’s no way for you to stop them. Maybe you are able to stop few of them but it’s impossible to stop all of them. Everyone have their freedom to talk or comment whatever they want.

    I choose to blog at the beginning is to express my own feeling and most of time we just can’t tell the one who is beside us about what‘s happening.

    And then he asked why not just write in diary and just keep it for yourself. Ah~ it’s such a good idea but no no. It’s too dangerous to keep a diary. People might “accidentally” found it and read it and that time you will collapse. Another reason is that, yeah i am lazy to write it out using my hand. When i am studying secondary school i used to write but now i seriously prefer type type and type using keyboard.
    Since i said its a no no for me to keep a dairy because it’s too dangerous, my friend suggested to write it out in ms word or notepad and do not save it after writing it. Erm. But i feel like keeping it. So nah~ i want to have a copy of it.
    After all this fella is just a friend of mine in facebook. He noticed that i been updated my facebook status with twitter selective. Even he know that i blog but he did not know what is my blog url. So phew~ i still can blog and tweet!

    You may think that i am stupid enough because i am no longer update my status using tweeter in facebook because of one fella make noise but i just don’t like people think that i am a attention seeker or blah blah blah. PEACE!

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    最近很努力的把自己弄的好忙好忙

    可以一旦静了下来
    我的脑袋就会出现一个人
    接着我就会开始发呆

    或者是不经意的注意到某个时间
    我就会看着自己的手机
    明明知道不会有人来电可是却期待着那一通电话

    还真的不记得自己几时开始有这样的习惯

    弄的自己很不开心
    弄得自己很失望

    我想又要很努力的摆脱这些习惯

    毕竟那个人会不会出现,会不会来电
    自己的心都已经有了答案

    想象

    很喜欢用自己的想像力
    想象现在的你在做些什么

    只要闭上眼睛
    脑袋里就会出现微笑着的你

    你笑的很灿烂,很开心

    原本只是在一旁看着你微笑的我
    也因为你的笑容微笑了起来

    接着你张开你的双手
    示意要和我抱抱

    我把我的双手张开
    想要抱着你
    对你诉说我有多想你

    还没来的及反应的我却扑了空

    因为
    我的前方根本没有人

    有的也只是空气

    眼睛张开的我
    开始傻笑
    笑自己忘了只是在想象

    guin

    .
    .
    明明知道它是这么脆弱
    为什么还要去尝试?

    明明知道它会让你失去自我
    为什么还要继续?

    明明知道它会让你很痛
    为什么还要让它伤害?

    明明知道它的回报率是1%
    为什么还要全身投入?

    明明知道它是那么难捉摸
    为什么还要自讨苦吃?

    明明就约好了要保护好自己,不是吗?

    不要再让它-爱情弄乱你的节奏吧。

    guin

    幸福

    看着你幸福的模样
    还真的忍不住为你微笑了起来

    你问我说怎么了?
    我微笑着摇摇头
    接着你说我脑子一定是出了问题

    在我的字典里
    “幸福”这两个字
    早已经被“羡慕”两个字取代了

    没那么幸运会幸福
    不如早点把它删除
    免得到头来伤心难过的还不是自己

    发现

    当我发现自己不自禁的打开星座运程
    我发现以前那个我渐渐的回来了

    当我发现自己不自禁的为你掉眼泪
    我知道我们之间已经变的不简单

    我知道你只不过是另一个他

    我恳求你放过我
    可以吗?

    就让我回去一个人的日子。