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    Yeah. I have moved in my cousin’s place. Since I am still able to blog, it means that I am still alive. LOL.

    Thanks to a friend of mine took half day unpaid leave just to help me to move my rubbish; I seriously have no idea how to thank him. I have treated him a meal but I am still very sorry to him because my rubbish is not just little bit but a lot. :S anyway, once again, thanks a lot.
    Lately I am kinda depressed, not only because moving into my cousin’s place but also there’s things that really irritated me.

    Some people tends to decide things for other people while they thought they are right for doing so and they never ask if it’s okay to do so. They tends to be smart, they tends to be thoughtful. All this is what they thought because they always thought that they are right. Rawr! I hate this kind of people.

    :S

    I am trying hard to complete this post though because my niece keeps on break in my room, conquer my bed and soft toys. Oh mai, my penguins!!!! yeah, they gonna stay here for 2months ...

    250810

    Woah, August gonna end soon. Time flies.

    Yeah. I am moving in my cousin place soon and I am super duper reluctant to move. Sigh. Why didn’t I reject at the first place? Trust me. I did and that caused me screwed by my cousin badly. I just hate people bla bla nonstop beside me, therefore at the end I said, whatever.

    One word,”whatever” have brought me headache this day especially after I visited the room and the parking of the condominium. It’s seriously omfg.

    Mostly reserved parking, it’s reserved with invisible sign board. If happen that you accidentally park the reserved parking. The next morning, get prepare with 50bucks and pay the management. I have no idea whytf they can’t put a sign board or anything to indicate the parking is reserved. Put a f*cking paper or anything to show its reserved la. Duh!

    Besides that, thanks to the condominium management, I need to move on weekday because public holiday and weekend, furniture cars are not allowed to enter. Therefore I need to take half day off to wait for bed to be delivered.
    Brilliant management.

    Few more days I will move in my cousin’s place but I still haven’t started to pack anything. Sigh. Move house. No more toy poodle. Cousin gonna deliver baby. Cousin’s parent is coming soon. bla bla bla. Can I just dig a hole and hide myself inside eh?

    Pretty sure there will be more story after i move in. :S

    140810

    Erm. Didn’t manage to update my blog for quite some time.

    There’s few times, i feel like writing something but all end up with clicking “x” button on the right top corner.

    And so. No update for my blog.

    Last week, i have gone back to my hometown to give momo surprise. Erm. She seems like cursing me more that surprise because she didn’t expect i go back home at that time and she’s kinda angry that i didn’t inform her i am going back as she’s been asking me go back for holiday.

    5days staying at hometown already made me gained alot of weight which is kinda scary for me. Seriously need to control myself already else i will become a huge and round ball that loitering at the roadside. LOL

    After the day back from holiday, i took extra one day leave to rest at home and dinner time i have met up my friend for Japanese buffet. On that day late night, my eye started to be itchy and swollen. I can hardly fall in sleep because my eye was mad itchy and it becomes more and more swollen. Since i need to work on the second day, i kept on telling myself that i need to sleep and it will be ok on the next morning.

    The next morning, tala! Okay, my eye didn’t get better but became more swollen and i can barely see my eye. In the mirror, i see straight line on my face and that’s my eye. Mad fugly. Imagine if i have a super tiny one-line eye with this round face, i might have kill myself.

    I was struggled in front of the mirror on whether i should go to work or not. End up i made up my mind, i drove to work. Stayed in office for around 1hour checking mails and my colleague sent me to the clinic nearby to check on my eye as they said the swollen is too serious that my eye has already become a line.

    i have seriously no idea what cause the swollen, it should be the sashimi in the Japanese buffet. Or Eno that i took on the night. I think it will be more on overdose of sashimi as my friend order two plates of sashimi and i finished most of it.

    The funny thing is that, the doctor didn’t know what is sashimi and he thought that it is some kind of mee until his assistant explain to him that it is raw fish bla bla. Then only the doctor understands but i actually doubt that he know what is that. LOL

    Hence, i took medical leave on Wednesday. Drive back home, took 6 tablets of super bitter medic, 1 big and round medic and applied eye drop every 4hours. Argh, i hate eye drop. Need to apply eye drop every 4hours really kill me because everytime when i try to apply eye drop, i will close my eye so i need to take long time to apply it. Since it’s too challenge for me. I decided to skip it LOL. Hopefully my eye won’t blind la hor. LOL

    Rolling on the bed after taking medics, i had been thinking how if one day i am blind. Staring at my mobile, erm. Touch screen. How do i call up people to ask for help? While trying to figure out how to call people using touch screen if i am blind, i fall in sleep. LOL.

    The following days, the swollen are getting better but sometimes my eye area still abit reddish. Erm. I have no idea but continue consume the medic. Hopefully reddish will be gone as soon as possible.

    I think for coming months, penguin gonna boycott sashimi! RAWR!

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    Wee finally August is here!

    Work for three more days, i can run away from here. Erm. Ok. Not like permanently run away but at least FINALLY i can take day off. Maybe going back hometown is not relaxing enough because i will be nag, nag and nag by my momo.

    Yeap. I think she gonna talk with me about quite alot of things and one of it is asking me to go back and work instead of working at west Malaysia. Besides that, i think she’s been kinda worried with my status which is still single. LOL. I think i am lucky enough because i am not staying at my hometown as my momo will introduce some guys just like what she did for my sister. Wee~ i am safe!

    Ok. I think i am not safe if i go back and work. Erm.

    Stay back here or go back is a very very difficult decision for me. Been thinking about going back hometown since last year. During Chinese New Year, i have told my sister that i am considering going back hometown and work just that i need some time before i go back. Just when i have that thought in my mind, i was offered by current company which really amazed me.

    Upon accepted the job offer, i know the plan of going back hometown will be delay.
    I thought i will be happy on having a good opportunity at new company. But, right now, i think i am having problem to deal with the new job.

    i feel terrible with my poor performance. Sometimes i really feel like banging the wall with my head. It’s like, i don’t know what’s going and the next second, the bom just come to me. Not to say like very serious being scolded or anything. Just that, i don’t feel comfortable with the way they do it. Erm. Maybe this is one of my problems, i still in the progress to deal with the way they work.

    Argh! Lately not only job is bothering me but there’s something else bothering me. Sigh. What i can say is that, i really need a rest. i am tired.