250411

    错的时间
    错的行动

    往往对你或我都没好处
    那为什么还要这么执迷不悟?

    如果你只是出自于一片关心
    那请你搞清楚这一片关心
    是否用在对的人身上

    再说
    你所谓的关心只是让我觉得更厌恶

    我不需要你的怜悯
    我过的很好

    之前发生的点点滴滴
    是我无法改变的事实

    但是
    我能改变自己的未来
    未来的我没有了你
    日子过的更加精彩

    请你当我心胸狭窄
    无法和你继续做朋友

    [网络文章]也許是愛情是...

    也許愛情是一部憂傷的童話
    惟其遙遠與真實
    惟其不可觸摸與欠缺


    放棄一個很愛你的人,並不痛苦
    放棄一個你很愛的人,那才痛苦
    愛上一個不愛你的人,那是更痛苦


    若是有緣,時間,空間都不是距離
    若是無緣,終是相聚也無法會意
    凡事不必太在意,更不需去強求
    就讓一切隨緣吧


    逃避,不一定躲得過
    面對,不一定最難過
    孤獨,不一定不快樂
    得到,不一定能長久


    失去不一定不再擁有
    可能因為某個理由而傷心難過
    但,你卻能找個理由讓自己快樂


    相愛無非是要快樂
    兩個人不能快樂,不如一個人快樂
    兩個人痛苦,不如成全一個人快樂


    愛,是一種感受,即使痛苦也會覺得幸福
    愛,是一種體會,即使心碎也會覺得甜蜜
    愛,是一種經歷,即使破碎也會覺得美麗


    有些失去是註定的
    有些緣分是永遠不會有結果的
    愛一個人不一定就能擁有
    可,我就是抹不去你在我心中留下的點點滴滴


    愛一個人不孤單,想一個人才孤單
    靜靜的想念,孤獨的享受
    放開天上的雲朵,拋開遺留的誓言


    喜歡一個人,失去了
    就像丟掉自己心愛的物品
    雖然遺憾,但是不會痛
    愛一個人,失去了
    就會留下一個傷口
    永遠都會隱隱的痛


    不要因為寂寞而錯愛
    不要因為錯愛而寂寞一生

    有一種思念叫做沈默
    我們之間,我的內心深處
    那一份感情,從此不會再提起


    或許,只有在難得最遠的時候
    才能把曾經走過的那段日子
    看得最真切、最清楚

    引用:Biooi - 也許是愛情是...

    Enchanted by Taylor Swift



    I was enchanted to meet you

    130411

    Phew ~ Training week is here again but luckily it’s only 3 days and it’s up until Friday.

    Anyway there’s one thing that have made me very upset is that, suppose I will need to reach office at 11am as I am on noon shift but thanks to de training, I need to reach office before 9.30am. T.T sadness.

    After all this week is not a good start for me as I received so called good news on Monday’s morning. It was shocking news which I can hardly accept it. Even until today I am still hardly can believe what is happening right now. I know this is not under my control but still I do really care about it as he’s my brother.

    There’s people told me that I should respect his decision and happy for him but I can barely happy for him. I was so tired over the work and stuff that happening around me. Yet, at night I can’t fall in sleep because when I close my eyes there’s a lot thing in my mind. Shift + delete does not work for this time.

    A lot of bad things in my mind and I can’t think positively. Everything turns to be so bad and so sad. I can sense how upset are my mum and yet she still need to accept and respect my brother’s decision.

    I was angry and upset. I feel like call him and shout at him but I didn’t. I choose to be silent. I don’t feel like talk with him but my mum. Actually I do know that he dares not to talk or tell me about it by himself.

    I have no idea why he have changed so much but perhaps it might be I am away from home for too long until there’s gap and distance for us to talk like last time.

    He’s my brother after all. What I can do about it? I seriously have no idea. Honestly speaking, I am reluctant to help him on his good news but at the other way, I saw my mum have been trying hard to help him.

    I wonder if my brother knew that how much is my mum and us, sibling care about him.

    Sigh.

    彩虹

    那天我的天空出现了一道彩虹

    七彩的彩虹
    好美好美

    让我的整个人的心情都好的不得了

    在那霎那
    单纯的我以为
    我的天空会永远的拥有这道彩虹

    却往往忘记了彩虹只是一个短暂的情景

    当天空的彩虹慢慢的消失时

    我试着让它再停留一会
    所以我伸想要手抓住它
    但我却抓不住它

    最后
    我只能眼睁睁的看着它的消失

    它的消失
    让我的天空顿时布满黑云
    眼看着就要下起雨来了

    我赶紧的躲进小屋
    看着在外的乌云
    我开始回想起

    那天

    拥有彩虹的那天
    充满微笑的我
    是多么的开心

    今天彩虹消失了
    我的天却黑云包围着

    其实没有彩虹
    我的天空可以是晴天

    为什么我却选择了雨天
    还要自己躲在屋里

    彩虹过后
    应该要放晴吧~

    我的嘴角渐渐上扬

    接着

    天空的黑云都撤退了
    剩下的是大大的太阳和蓝天

    我的天空放晴了

    站在草场上
    期待着下一道彩虹的出现

    guin

    010411

    Phew~ finally de 2 weeks of training is done!

    Was like a zombie for the past 2weeks, this is seriously too much because after the full day training I still need to stay back for work. It is worse when I am on morning shift for the second week. I was too tired and I can’t concentrate on the training or work at all.

    Anyhow it have come to de end :D

    Which is really delightful

    Next week I am gonna work hard because i need to catch-up the time that I have used in the two weeks training.

    Weee ! Weekend is here. Hopefully can rest well and aza aza for coming weekdays

    *oh ya, happy april fool tho :P