很多时候
明明觉得自己的状况是最好的时候
却总是被莫名其妙的攻破自己的保护膜
尤其是在喝了一两杯后
开始变的很情绪化
开始不能控制自己的脑袋
很多画面
就很像电影一样播放在脑海里
接着就一直想着
如果。。。
一味的回想着不应该回想的东西
还真的让自己透不过气
开始深呼吸意图甩开脑袋的那些画面
可是越想甩开越甩开不了
接着就自暴自弃的
任由那些画面在脑袋里不停的播放
自己就跌到了井底里
可在朋友面前
还必须掩饰自己的悲伤
默默的
静静的
等着朋友送我去领车
领了车后
直接驾到了星巴克
买了一杯巧克力
这杯巧克力
可说是我的开心饮料
算是可以宠一宠自己的方法
希望喝完这杯饮料的时候
我可以恢复脸上的笑容
看了看日期
今天可是愚人节
愚人节快乐咯！
33 comments:
人生就是这样的咯。。
嗯嗯，人生就是这么悲哀
You got to be strong and move on..let past leave behind and learn any mistakes from there and become better person..past won't help you in your future..only future will help ya..
i know. i know let the past leave behind and learn mistakes from there to become a better person but somehow it's hard to do it. I will be alright. All this is just matter of time :) thanks
The greatest challenge in life is not how well you learn from past but it's the period of time you take to get up after you fall..nothing is hard or impossible..the best is to have confidence to do something which you would like to achieve.. :)
erm how if i don hav anything that i have confidence to achieve?
You don't have the confidence or you don't have anything you wish to achieve?there's difference between them..
erm. both. don hav the confidence n don hav anything i wish to achieve
if this is the case life would be quite meaningless..sorry for saying it..every life in this world have a purpose..not just work,sleep and eat..think of what you want..at least something realistic and achievable..then put your afford and persistency to achieve it..
hahaha. yeap life used to be quite meaningless for quite some time. but this day slightly better. i have something in my mind just that is matter of time to carry out. heh. no worries :)
May be you can share with me what you have in mind?so we can exchange our point of views and experiences?glad to hear that :)
still thinking where to settle down, once decided then can start my plan haha
Settle down as in place?or people? :)
place. :)
Not happy with the place currently staying?:)
erm. not really. just that i have too much concerns to be consider lol
oh I see..then try to find a place which you feel comfortable to stay..a good place to stay is a must for everyday hardwork..
hahaha too much stories about the place i staying now. if wan to move out also not really easy. haha
Then take this as something serious and achieve it with a timeline set.. :)
yeap i will :)
:) just do it and don't think so much.. Hehe:)
lol. cannot eh. cannot be so selfish after all.
If a person not selfish enough and always think for others first then it will eventually takes longer time to achieve it or in the end the person will just give up..think carefully..yourself 1st or other people 1st?
if every1 is selfish, this world is really sad tho >.< no?
yes it will take longer time to achieve but it will be achieve right?
Not everything have to be selfish but at least something you got to be selfish..blek
something like?
This have to be depend on your own judgement..if you are not happy staying in the house then you can't consider other people feeling and force yourself keep staying there.right?
if i can or manage to not consider other people feeling, now i am already move out >.<
If you can do it once..you can do it again..
relative somehow is far more difficult >.<
It's your life not your relatives life..think twice..
yes it's my life but still cannot be so selfish >.<
yes it's my life but still cannot be so selfish >.<
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